Depression! Depression! Depression!
Depression is things you hear other get. until you get it ! This past weekend I had a major meltdown
I got so down I felt i was alone and I was the only one in this world. I got so down where I did not care about anything I loved or wanted to do. I spent the weekend in bed sleeping or sitting and crying my eyes out felling lost and confused. Still feel like that today on Monday.I have this wonderful friend Patty She my best friend and net sister! She came though for me and sat with on line all night pouring my problems and hang up to her. I do feel bad that I had interrupted her life and things she wanted to do I want to thank her for her help and taking the time to listen to me
When it comes to my life I hate to bother anyone with my hang ups So I pretend to everyone that I am alright and nothing wrong.
and I am afraid others would make fun of me and say your not a baby be a grown up and deal with your problems. When I was a small girl My family and others made fun of me and got upset and told me that don’t go around and bother others with you problems, Because they or no one cares about your problems so keep it to yourself and don`t bother anyone and deal with it yourself!
Depression can hurt you and ruin your life and chase away anyone you love or care for! I always in the past to was able to be down and bounce back in a day or 2. But it`s been over 3 days now and I can`t shake this! I know there lost of friends who would take time out of there lives to help me and sit and listen and try to help me and make me feel better and happy
Right now My mind is a Battle Ground! fighting the forces of sanity and insanity hoping that sanity wins! I am a very Strong willed Girl but it getting harder to deal with things in my life. And it`s looking like I am losing this fight. I know I will never be a normal Girl like all of my other sisters here in this world. 2 people ruined the rest of my life just for some personal kicks and pleasure. I bet they don`t have a care or worry or any guilt on what they did? I just a victim I guess?
Where can I find Peace and Sanitary without the taking my life? You can always run from your problems and hide! But! you can only run so far! It always catches up with you and when you turn around it starring you in face. You can stand up to it and keep fighting it. Or just let it take over and destroy you!
Beware of Darkness & Sadness It can hit you It can hurt you make you sore and what is more Beware of the toughts that linger in your mind Thats not what your here for!
I know this for a fact! I am a girl lost in the DARKNESS! and can`t find her way out of it !
I got so down I felt i was alone and I was the only one in this world. I got so down where I did not care about anything I loved or wanted to do. I spent the weekend in bed sleeping or sitting and crying my eyes out felling lost and confused. Still feel like that today on Monday.I have this wonderful friend Patty She my best friend and net sister! She came though for me and sat with on line all night pouring my problems and hang up to her. I do feel bad that I had interrupted her life and things she wanted to do I want to thank her for her help and taking the time to listen to me
When it comes to my life I hate to bother anyone with my hang ups So I pretend to everyone that I am alright and nothing wrong.
and I am afraid others would make fun of me and say your not a baby be a grown up and deal with your problems. When I was a small girl My family and others made fun of me and got upset and told me that don’t go around and bother others with you problems, Because they or no one cares about your problems so keep it to yourself and don`t bother anyone and deal with it yourself!
Depression can hurt you and ruin your life and chase away anyone you love or care for! I always in the past to was able to be down and bounce back in a day or 2. But it`s been over 3 days now and I can`t shake this! I know there lost of friends who would take time out of there lives to help me and sit and listen and try to help me and make me feel better and happy
Right now My mind is a Battle Ground! fighting the forces of sanity and insanity hoping that sanity wins! I am a very Strong willed Girl but it getting harder to deal with things in my life. And it`s looking like I am losing this fight. I know I will never be a normal Girl like all of my other sisters here in this world. 2 people ruined the rest of my life just for some personal kicks and pleasure. I bet they don`t have a care or worry or any guilt on what they did? I just a victim I guess?
Where can I find Peace and Sanitary without the taking my life? You can always run from your problems and hide! But! you can only run so far! It always catches up with you and when you turn around it starring you in face. You can stand up to it and keep fighting it. Or just let it take over and destroy you!
Beware of Darkness & Sadness It can hit you It can hurt you make you sore and what is more Beware of the toughts that linger in your mind Thats not what your here for!
I know this for a fact! I am a girl lost in the DARKNESS! and can`t find her way out of it !
posted by Kagome @ 4:26 PM
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